gEe. today got guides meeting. duh~ had camp debrief. we went to 403 classroom. hmm. it was HOT! i was baking. and so was everyone. the camp debrief kinda sucked. it was pretty much nth except tt when a patrol voices out something, the ICs will either go against it or apologise for it. -_-'' and oh yah! todya i succeeded in not palying along wif the jiayong thing. though we were talking quite ABIT, it was onli lyk the fren-fren thing. i lyk the way he makes siim ynn jealous. lolx. =X i followed him go buy food. den siimynn saw and she was lyk cursing and then to gek her, he offered to feed me a bite.. lolx. he ah.. lol. and.. hmm.. er.. i saw someone.. hmm.. i dunno la. today kinda got some sorta feelings. do i lyk tt person? hmm.. *thinks*. *tries to think*. *Realises that brain is dead and decides to come up wif a conclusion*. okie. i'll take it as a NO. hmm.. firstly i think the person shouldnt have added me in friendster. secondly i shouldnt have added that person in msn. thirdly, we shouldnt have spoken to each other after a long long time of knowing each other's existence and not speaking all these while. haiz. all these have caused me to get this unwanted feeling again. but LUCKILY, it can be controlled. [i hope!] but hey.. i'm pretty sure nth lyk tt will happen. okie. lets drop the subject now. oh. aft tt got drills. hmm.. drill sec1s. hmm.. dunno wat to say lehz. not bad? but one thing's sure. my throat did hurt. hehe. sope i get a sorethroat. i always wanted to know how it feel lyk to lose ur voice. hmm.. seems pretty kewl eh? ok. maybe onli to me. =( aft meeting had to discuss some stuffs wif ms phua. dunno how also we all ended up gossipping. hey.. tt may be normal ok? but gossipping wif a teacher? its not v. normal. though this is my second time. the other time was ms phua, yinhao and me started gossipping. about wat? i forgot le. den later went for tuition on the way went to check out the op shirt for jw. haiz. addy and kelly say i flirt. pls la. jw younger den me lehz!! i am not a pedophile. hehe. =X but he's a nice chap yea? oopsie. forgot tt he reads my blog. but hey! i say gd stuffs about him wat. muz thank me rite? the op shirt lyk v.ex lehz. $26.90. and somemore the design is not very nice. its definitely not worth it lorhz. haiz. dunno wat to get him. gEe! tuition ah. i wasnt listening much. i'm lyk drowning. i was sleepy. trying to prevent myself from yawning. i took one whole hour to complete this transformation question. hmm.. and later aft tution i spent 45 minutes waiting for a bus!! and it came damn crowded. haiz. tired tired tired.

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6:57 pm

hmm.. i've decided not to play wif the jiayong thing any more. i mean i think i'm going abit too far. haiz. lyk the other day, i do not feel crappy anymore. hm.. i feel very down these days. wonder whats wrong wif me. i've been hating bp. loving uptlc. er. disliking tons of things. and lurving a little. i was juz beginning to appreciate my life and now out of nowhere, this happens. gEe. read yL's open diary yesterday. he was still so upset and stuff. i THINK i understand what he's going through. yesterday i asked alk for photos during msn. and he said it was irritating to see a window pop-up with onli the word photos. er.. at tt time i felt wth. wat else shud i say and i asked him tt [without the wth]. he said muz say hi. and he's not my dog. haiz. den there went pam's temper. i dunno y. but juz seconds b4 that i was so happy. then i juz said something lyk. "sorry ang lian kwee. scold me and curse me for all i care. i do not want the photos anymore." gEe. man! do i regret? i dunno. hmm. but i think he's kinda angry. maybe not kinda angry. but very pissed. hmm. heard tt he was in a bad mood yesterday. haiz. but somehow i dun seem to care much. i dun seem to care much about anything. i care about nothing. hmm. about the photos, i can live without it rite? besides i dun think those pple around me care about me rite? i'm a lonely girl in a lonely world filled with miseries. i suddenly feel tt my family isnt very close anymore. i dunno. maybe it was onli yesterday. 'coz i didnt get to see my dad. so nv eat dinner as a family. haha. onli one day? gEe. i sometimes juz feel lyk bursting out into tears for no reason. no absolute reason. about my sch life. i think i'm slacking. oh ya. have i said that i dowan to play along with tt jy thing anymore. hmm. after everytime i play along with it. i get so either disgusted or annoyed. lolx. i think i'm going around annoying lots of peeps. jiayong, yanliang, yesterday liankwee. tomorrow hu? haiz. i feel damn useless. i feel idiotic. i feel lyk as if i'm a burden to EVERYONE! i shouldnt be living. that would be much easier. no1 wud have to bear with my limit-less 'craps'. my mom doesnt need to bother about me not studying, not doing household chores. without me she'll have lesser work rite? she can also save alot of money on my stuffs. my dad doesnt have to worry about me and my studies. doesnt have to wate money on my hp bills and tuition and piano. my brother wun have me screaming at him whenever i'm in a bad mood totally unrelated to him. haiz. i really pity my brother. i lyk him alot. but sometimes i juz tend to scold him for no reason. why am i so mean? why am i lyk thiS? is there something wrong with me? i think i shouldnt be asking that question. there really IS something wrong with me. as for those pple who really hate or despise me, they've lost an enemy. it gd to have lesser enemies. it makes their life easier. see. without me, the whole world seems so nice to be in. evryone will have their burdens removed. oh. i seemed to have left out my teachers. teachers love pple who produce good results. i do not. due to this, aint i being a burden again? hmm. tomorrow got camp debrief. wonder whats gonna happen. i wanna start studying during this weekend. hope its successful. hopefully i at least succeed doing finish all my homework.

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2:31 pm

hEe.. i remember yesterday i was so down. didnt wanna crap anymore.. muz be b'coz of that stoopid jiayong. haha. evrything aso blame tt innocent soul. gEe.. i think i'm irritating him. the sms he sent me. haha. v.cute. lolx. but i think i should stop. hmm.. good idea. ya.. back to today. tis morning was still all down and stuff. lessons were boring. [ok. they were nv interesting] but today was worse. this morning damn sleepy. up to my triple period english lesson. i was sleepy. aft english we could go home!! and guess wad? i suddenly lyk kinda awoke frm a long sleep. i was so fully awake. no more down! i was crapping again! aft sch waited for siimynn. during that meantime kinda crapped abit wif luann and desmond. and luann was saying i become so awake aft school while during lessons i was lyk almost sleeping. i too agree. i was sleeping wif my eyes opened! out of a sudden i'll remember i'm in class and juz rub my eyes and continue to TRY and listen. but i end up sleeping again. wonder y no one spotted me. i muz have looked lyk i was day dreaming. gEe.. now its 5.30. haven done hw. havent bathe. havent er.. ya.. sit i got tuition homework. i got tuition at 7. arghh.. stress! lolx. toking about stress. yanliang sounds kinda stressed. scary lehz. while chatting wif him. today i got damn scared. haiz. i think i'm irritating pple. oh ya.. i suddenly remember y i was all down. 'coz i felt tt i was irritating way too many pple. hmm.. but yesterday's tl class was not bad. wait! i was sleepy. hmm.. ok.. and oh ya!! i had the DEBATE! damn! i was so unprepared. it was obvious. but i think something's going on in tl class. dun wanna mention it till i can confirm it. gEe.. =D i lurve tt place. hEhEx. maybe 'coz no1s racist there yea?

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5:19 pm

juz came back from seoul garden. i lost my keys. arghhh. my mummy not happy wif me. it was nice! hehe. thanx to lian kwee. he started this number game. i dunno wats its name. lolx. but it was so crappy. alot of pple got sabo-ed. siimynn wif woonwei. jiayong wif this unknown girl. =X er.. me wif paul. xinle. lets tok about each sabo. firstly me got to forfeit. den muz eat this ultra spicy stuff wif dunno wat all added to it. then lk say i got option ah. is either i eat or me get paul to eat. hehe. me being evil. got paul to eat. but i didnt expect him to be so er.. hmm.. sporting? those evil sec4s made me feed him. =( evil rite? more evil than pameevil. haiz. but paul lucky got nice la. or else, i dunno wat wud have happened to me. [i cannot take spicy food] guess today was the first time we spoke after three whole years. hmm.. next siimynn and woonwei. wah. he really very sporting eh. let her feed him. so nice, i totally changed my impression of him during camp. he seems to be very nice. gEe.. so sporting. all e sec4s are in 'love' wif him. except of course me. gEe. act guai eh? jiayong and tt unkown gerl got nth much to say lehz. jiayong tried toking to me. lolx. during the number game i spoke la. or else how to play? but den later i dowan tok lorhz. i aso dunno wat i'm doing. i juz dun feel v.happy wf him. and i dunno y. haiz. sennse of betrayal. but i dunno in wat. lolx. haiz. i think sooner or later he's gonna hate me. he called me b4 the seoul garden and asked me for siimynn's number. still asked whether i got go. i dunno la. didnt feel lyk ignoring the call. or screaming at him. or slamming the phone la. so i juz answered all his questions. haiz. wats wrong wif me. he actually quite nice wan lorhz. aiya!! 4get it la. let fate take its way. woo. so cheem! haha. tok crap man! later we played a word game. muz form sentence la. den our sentence was getting hornier and hornier. of course la. siimynn and kelly there. sure horny la. i forgot the sentence already. but it was horny. hmm.. the rest not v.nice to blog la. er.. monday i dun feel lyk going to school. aiya. no homework done.

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11:09 pm

woo.. I'M BACK!!! had g5 camp from thursday and juz came back home. now me gonna update my blog related to camp. if i offend anyone in anyway. i'm sorry!

Thursday

hmm..met aderine and siimynn at mars mrt station and den we went to sch together. cud see tt aderine was quite stressed. hehe. camp commandent mahz. btw, i dunno how the camp was going to be lyk. successful? unsuccessful? first we had a briefing wif the ventures. chien kai in particular. hmm.. the way he said some things, made me feel tt we scouts are guides were equal to the NCC, NPCC ans SJAB. as in, we've got pple above us controlling the camp. we've got NO FREEDOM! and er.. the proposal for our items were given out then too. hmm.. 7 o'clock fall in. campers came. the sec1s didnt seem to be that enthu. yinhao & addy briefed the campers on wat to do and stuff. first even tent pitching. we were supposed to be supervising our patrols since we were patrol advisors. but me jiayong & jia hong had to go prepare some treasure hunt thing which adeline had not done la. hmm. at tt point of time i didnt blame her. i felt tt since she was the camp commandent (CC), she mite have been bz. so we satyed in guides haven and did all the wrapping of clues. den when we finished, i think we took a short break b4 outdoor cooking. during outdoor cooking, we went to hide the clues. so the other campstaffs cooked for us. good life rite? hmm.. we first hide clues for 5 hiding places den took a short break and continued again. aft the break ah. jia yong ah.. aiyo. very wat la.. keep using his patrol identity and hitting me. he claims its a holy stuff. arghh. but he very nice la. [during the first 2 days]. and he says he's the OIC so I muz listen to him. arghh. bully me!! later got some kinda thinking games. wasnt realli interested or involved in it la. found it kinda messy. many pple said tt the treasure hunt was hard. the clues were hard. and the hiding places were hard aso. but as tys says, if ts easy why izzit called treasure hunt rite? den during treasure hunt it ran. then the pple had to stop for a while. haiz. dat caused the even to cock-up to a certain extent. den they were discussing campfire item aft tt. den all patrol advisors were supposed to be wif the patrols at tt time. but since the next event was dinner and i was a f&b IC, i cudnt go. haha. pity dexter. lolx. i doubt he even went la. aft diner was wargame. i hated the way the briefing was held. we were told that we were staion masters. but we were not briefed on anything about the game and wat we're supposed to do. lain kwee had to do it. and his briefing was kinda diff from chin thin's. but since we onli cud understand his, we followed his instruction. so later me, sheryL, siimynn, xinhan and sebestian were in the same station. we dunno if the campers had fun la. but WE did have. we creeped ourselves up by telling ghost stories about CD shelter and field. the best thing is tt we were sitting on the cd shelter furthest away from civilization. gEe. kEwL eH? xinle say xinhan got major AP. i dun think so lehz. he VERY nice. hehe. sebestian cute la. both of them got scared. though they were supposed to 'take care' of us. den they tried telling jokes. it didnt work 'coz we went back to ghost stories. hEe. oh ya. jiayong said something about our sch field during treasure hunt. hmm.. den later we had wash up. and had to prepare for supper. hmm.. aft supper we had pic. the PLs and APLs were lyk very quiet. hEe. den one more thing, i dun lyk the way the ventures and some other ppLe treated liankwee. i know he's a pressure cooker when it comes to proposal. den he lyk kinda takes power in his hand. but please la. he really put it lots of work for the proposal. and the day b4 camp all those pple said we have got some changes to make and ended up changing the whole proposal. frm wat i heard he nearly cried. arghh! pple he's aso human. be abit nicer can? they treat worse than dirt. hmm. den aft the pic frm PLs and APLs. we had a pic for campstaffs. den we had solowalk briefing. half hour break. and a walk around the solowalk routes. den at 2.15 solowalk started. my station was the sign-in/sign-out station. boring. wat made it worse was dat liankwee invited some 3 ex-bpians there. den my station became very crowded. those pple kept speaking mandarin. occasionally liankwee will remind them to speak english but sooner or later they went back to cL. hmm. dat got me damn bored. wanted to go patrol wif siimynn she dowan me. ok lorhz. i stay there for awhile. until lyk about 4++ i tried to sleep there. den lk ask me to go and sleep 'coz tml i got sric. hmm. den me go back to haven saw yinhao and addy sleeping. fast asleep. u know how pissed i got. we were there lacking all of our sleep and they are sleeping. i mean they are cam commandents. yea. but i think though their post shoulder more responsibilities. i strongly feel tt we do more physical work. thus we get MORE tired. haiz. den kelly was there aso, quite sleepy. so we two went to sleep in the canteen. but i think by the time i slept was 5. had to wake up at 6. about one hour of sleep.

Friday

woke up at 6 lyk mentioned above. hmm.. fall-in. patrol count and all these usual stuff. during their pt, me chin thin halim had to prepare breakfast. while the rest either helped out wif pt or started preparing for SRIC. i was needed for both sides. so i was moving constantly. during tent inspection me went around to the respective station masters to ensure tt they've understood the game and tt their station had the neccesaryh things. sheryL eirfan also helped out. but we forgot about danis and xinle. both of them were inspecting tents. den their station was totally unprepared. during SRIC another problem was that the field had 3 stations. den got patrols confused and didnt know which one to go. luckily it could be solved la. or else i wud have died. gEe. den one more thing was that dexter and woon wei's station ah. is the entangling of hangs. i didnt even know of this change. aiya. they should have informed me of this rite. dexter and woonwei very poor thing. kai heng was at tt station aso. hehe. they finished the game, asked the members to entertain them, they entertained the members and aso there was loads of time left. haiz. den later had lunch. aft lunch i dunno y aso the pple had to wait veyr long b4 hike started. but hike wasnt so bad. it wasnt as bad as i expected. dexter was talking!!!! hehe. he ah.. not as bad as i expected lehz. he can tok!! gEe. our patrol ah. they dun bother about us. when they cross traffic light they wun see if we behind anot. they will juz cross. leaving me and dexter far behind. dexter cute la. shud see how he got pissed when they were so far in front. lolx. jiayong still msg me saying my patrol sux. in the end my patrol was way ahead of his. =P aft hike. siimynn told me she got married to jiayong. and they had threesome wif kelly. my heart broke. how could jiayong do tt? he so evil. why? why? why? he so mean. i dun lyk him. he owes me a gd explanation. lolx. aft tt had campfire. hmm. kinda boring larhz. very messy aso. lyk not much of a campfire mood. pple enthu enthu go there aso. lyk the whole thing spoilt my enthu-ness.. so many willaim hung and american idols. haiz. got sick of it already! hmm.. some thigns can be funny. but when pple imitate it.. esp when they do it too often.. it will NO LONGER be considered a joke but instead a pain in the neck! [i'm being decent wif my words here] aft campfire got supper and then PIC. i was rather pissed wif addy. when some of the campstaffs were dozing off. she said " hey campstaffs wats this? the pls apls are trying so hard to keep awake. and wats wrong wif u" she said something lyk tt. haiz. does she realise tt all of slept for less than 2 hours. some pple didnt even sleep. and the 2 CCs were sleeping when we had solo walk. haiz. arghhh!!! PISSED!! pic was sucky as usual. i dun see the reason of having a pic. i mean it defeats the purpose. onli tok about individual events. mite as well do it wif the campstaffs. and worse of all not everyone gets a chance to tok! arghh! later went to sleep. 'coz wj look alyk and ms phua chased us to sleep. in the middle of pic. haiz.. watever!! oh ya.. i tot we were gonna end late. den so in the eveing i asked hakim to sms me. den he smsed me at 1. we sms for awhile onli. den i fell asleep. oops! somemore he stayed up to do his bio, to sms me lehz. make me feel damn guilty. =X

Saturday

hee. morning nth much. as usual la. den aft tt got striking of tents. pam finally spoke to someone. ok lets not mention much about tt. hEy.. i think i finally helped my patrol.. gEe. FINALLY! i think me and dexter were kinda slacking.. hehe. tts the problem if u put 2 slackers frm the same class together. telematch got cancelled. er.. i refuse to give any comments on that. later had area cleaning while all the campstaff were discussing for best pl and stuff.
bEsT pL - jUsTiN & sAmAnThA [justin last yr my patrol]
bEsT ApL - GrAnT & jIa WeI [hm.. jw's bday coming]
bEsT rOoKiE - AmIrAh (guides)
- EuGeNe (sCoUtS) [hE's SoOooO cUtE!! mY pAtRoL!!]
bEsT pAtRoL - i forgot the name.. onli know jy and lsy were the advisors =X
hEe.. ya.. toking about jy. he broke my heart. lolx. hmm.. wan kelly and siimynn la. fine. earlier today during breakfast he sat down beside me and explained everything to me. den siimynn and kelly say i'm a poiler than he ask me get lost. me pissed!! lolx. partially due to the guilt tt i slept halfway msg-ing hakim. den i juz walked away. den he later offered me a drink i looked at the ceiling. he talked to me.. i look away. he sit beside me.. i stand up and walk away. during the photo session he come and pull my sleeve, i ask him go away. LOL!! hEe.. mean eH? lolx. but hu ask him? gEe.. play until lyk tt. sounds kinda serious. hehe. btw no heart to leave camp. camp was nice. hmm.. maybe coz.. of.. er.. hEe.. dunno!

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3:19 pm

woo. i'm back finally. after the consistant reminder of grace to update my blog. hmm.. how's life recently? in the past dunno how many days, i think my class is kinda starting to hate our 'beloved' teacher, wendy loh. hmm. even jia wei felt tt she was so nice to us in the beginning of the year. giving us some hope. now everything is gone. got back progress report on friday. hmm.. as usual the marks were expected and they were very bad. the targets were also reflected on the PR. but i dun remember targetting an A1. i doubt it was even an A2. haiz. mid-yrs coming in a months time. A MONTH! oh no! haiz. my physics got a 9. woo. pretty much expected. haiz. wat am i gonna do? at this rate. i think my o'levels would aso have the same grade.

hmm. yesterday went for flag day. nth much happened i guess. it was boring. and ya. muz thank my dear cousin sheela for giving me all those 1 cent and 5 cent coins. which helped make my tin heavier. lolx. they were donations. hehe. my tin ended up having more gold and copper oloured coins than silver.. hehe.. wonder how much hard time the person who counted it had. =X

and yesh! today i woke up at 11.32 am. wee! i'm happy. i got to claim back those hours which i missed last sunday. =D but currently now i'm slacking! this is probably one of the 2 days where i can actually do homework. the other day is next sunday. and i've not touched anything yet. wee! haiz.. maybe later while watching tv. i'll do abit of lit and er.. tamil? maybe history. arghh.. dunno la.. evryday muz go back. and the teachers love giving us homework. whether they mark it anot is another story. hehe.. juz now played halo wif my brother. gee. it was er.. dunno. i was going the wrong way most of the time. and i ended up losing my patience. then i nagged at him to kick me out of the game. and he did! hehe. so nice!! =) hehe.

tml got physics remedial from 8.00 to 12.30. chemistry from 1.00 to 2.30. maybe after that still need to stay back for girl guides, to discuss some treasure hunt thing and at nite got tuition from 7.00- 9.00. but she always leaves at 9.30++. woo. its a "fun-filled" holiday! CRAP!

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5:16 pm

hmm.. today i'm pissed. i realise tt my daily entries and my blog title contradict each other. mrs loh kept asking me, luann & joyce. she kept asking us to answer questions. den when i juz asked luann for help to pronounce a word. she said stop asking luann when i ask u a question. cannot seek help from my partner. den later during lit, when she caught luann sleeping and luann couldnt answer her question. she was lyk 'ok. pameela shall now help luann and answer the question.' i mean.. wat the hell ar? is she picking on me 'coz she thinks tt i didnt go to sch yesterday 'coz i pon school ah? hey. please la. i got better things to do ok!! and i cant stand the way she acts cute!! luann used to say that and i thought tt she as being biased. but now i feel the same way. maybe i'm biased too. but hu cares?!

she aso wanted those pple who failed more than 4 subjects to write an explanation of their low grades. hmm.. to me its totally useless. esp if u're gonna give it to her. if u write anything negative about the teachers or sch, she scolds u. den wads the use man! to her, her daughter is perfect. oh pulease! she is onli a kid lorhz. she even chidded 04 saying tt they are lyk tt 'coz their parents didnt bring them up properly. wat the?!?! wat rights does she have to say tt?! shee's comparing her daughter to the students of 04. to me, its STUPID!! u come and tok when ur daughter is this age; a teen. does she realise tt not many pple around her lyks her? i mean her students! in the beginning of the yr tok lyk as if she's so nice and stuff. she's now becoming a younger version of ee. arghh!! i hope i dun regret anything i said!

now its six 'o clock. i got tuition in an hour's time. i dun wan tuition. i dun think its benefitting me. i feel its a waste of time. and to have it in the middle of the week between two tl days is WORSE! no time to do homework. arghh!! tml muz hand in my long overdue tamil comprension, history essay, social studies article and some chem practical worksheet! haiz. i give up la. i rather stay at home and study. its more productive. better environment! arghh! i'm hating bp!! HATING IT!!

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5:54 pm

hmm.. today nv go sch. i am sick. well tts not surprising. haiz. i hate being sick!! i hate not having to go to sch so often. its my third time this yr. this is the worst i have ever felt. dunno y i am sick! haiz. today not going tamil class.
=( sobz. second time. i lyk tt place. ok. i lurve tt place. i nowadays do not whine about going there. evrything there seems so nice. evryone there seems so nice. esp when i've been in e same class as most of them for the fourth yr. hmm.. =D btw. today bp got half day. for the good results produced by the ex-sec4s. hmm.. i think next yr the schwun have a half day. i predict bad results. REAL BAD RESULTS! look at my class. passing all subjects already is lyk a miracle to us. and u wanna tok about 6-11 distinctions? haiz. today my class had their first lesson wif our 'angelic' teacher. angeline ee. hmm.. wonder how it was. luann said it was damn slack. dunno wat she meant by tt. one term's gonna end soon. g5 camp is so near. i'm not looking forward to g5 camp. if guides were not short of manpower. i wud not have gone! i really dowan to go. and my holidays are as good as a study camp. evryday go back to school. for extra lessons. haiz. now need to go send my 'baby' bro to sch. *coughz*

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11:35 am

woo. juz came back from the uptlc htl camp. wah. its so niceee!!! hehe. nv enjoyed a camp as much as this b4. NEVER! woo. =) hmm.. juz kinda realised tt every memory i have are all the memorable events from uptlc. i'm loving the place now. i'm gonna miss it next yr. probably even more than i miss bp. another thing gd about the camp is the meridian jc pple. they were the grp leaders while we were the assistant. but hu careS? they all were so nice. they were the enthu enthu lot. they changed my whole impression on jc life. i wanna go MJC. lolx. tt will onli happen if miraclously my parents want to shift to the east. which is so not possible. =( b4 tt muz concentrate on my o's. ah.. today was so nice. yesterday the grp ple were kinda lacking cooperation and stuff. but today everything was so perfect. hmm.. maybe almost perfect. best sunday i ever had this yr! hmm.. gtg now. too tired to continue.

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7:55 pm

hmm.. today i was almost late again. wee! ALMOST!! i dun remember wat happened in school. oh ya. failed my physcis common test. i expected it!!! hee. was supposed to have a debate in tamil class but she cancelled it due to some work she had to do. hm. i didnt feel anything. probably coz i wasnt much prepared. but hakim was pissed. some others too. i felt tt some were quite rude. i mean hey! u're not the onli one!! there were other pple who had also sacrifised their study time for the debate. i know u guys also la. but u could have handled it in a much better way rite? please. i tot u pple were nice. but i dunno y. tt thing juz changed my total impression of some pple. not onli one. =( haiz. i'm pissed!! arghh!!! i came back home slacked as usual. oh ya. i realised tt the problem doesnt lie wif friendster but my computer. =( somemore i sent them an e-mail saying i had problems. shucks. lolx. hehe. paiseh! hope they dun reply or something! hehe. oh yesh! i forgot to mention pe lesson. as usual another teacher not happt wif 407. mr sin gave up on us. and handed us over to mrs ee. MRS ANGELINE EE!!! oh no! she took me for pe in sec 1 & 2. please. i had enough. she can be nice. but wif a class lyk this. i doubt she'll ever be nice. mr sin complains of us coming 10 minutes late. he says he onli can give us an allowance of 5 minutes to change. er. but wat do we do if teachers let us of 5 minutes late. den we take 5 minutes to change. doesnt tt add up to 10 minutes?! besides, its not as if these pe teachers let us off on time! aiya!! bad day!! tml got career fair. dunno wats its about. juz go see see. hope got free stuffs. lolx. typical singaporean! =)

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9:30 pm